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“Yes, Philip,” she said, looking at him pleadingly, as if she entreated him to believe that she was compelled to Maillot Bernardo this course. “At least, as things are; I don’t know what may be in years to come. But I begin to think there can never come much happiness to me from loving; I have always had so much pain mingled with it. I wish I could make myself a world outside it, as men do.”
“Now you are returning to your old thought in a new form, Maggie — the thought I used to combat,” said Philip, with a slight tinge of bitterness. “You want to find out a mode of renunciation that will be an escape from pain. I tell you again, there Mężczyźni Barbour Waxed Kurtka is no Maillot Enfant such escape possible except by perverting or mutilating one’s nature. What would become of me, if I tried to escape from pain? Scorn and cynicism would be my only opium; unless I could fall into some kind of conceited madness, and fancy myself a favorite of Heaven because I am not a favorite with men.”
The Karl Alzner Tröja bitterness had taken on some impetuosity as Philip went on speaking; the words were evidently an outlet for some immediate feeling of his Jacques Plante Tröja own, as well as an answer to Maggie. There Uruguay Dresy was a pain pressing on him at that moment. He shrank with proud delicacy from the faintest allusion to the words of love, of plighted love that had passed between them. It would have seemed to him like reminding Maggie of a promise; it would have had for him something of the baseness of compulsion. He could not dwell on the fact that he himself had not changed; for that too would have had the New York Cosmos Dresy air of an appeal. His love for Maggie was stamped, even more than the rest of his experience, with the exaggerated sense that he was an exception — that she, that every one, saw him in the light of an exception.
But Maggie was conscience-stricken.
“Yes, Philip,” she said, with her childish contrition when he used to chide her, “you are right, I know. I do always think too much of my own feelings, and not enough of others’ — not enough of yours. I had need have you always to find fault with Kasperi Kapanen Tröja me and teach me; so many things have come true that you used to tell me.”
Maggie was resting her elbow on the table, leaning her head on her hand and looking at Philip with half-penitent dependent affection, as she said this; while he was returning her gaze with an expression that, to her consciousness, gradually became less vague — Španělsko Dres Děti became charged with a specific recollection. Had his mind flown back to something that she now remembered — something about a lover of Lucy’s? It was a thought that made her shudder; Maillot Hongrie it gave new definiteness to her present position, and to the tendency of what had happened the evening before. She moved her arm from the table, urged to change her position by that positive physical oppression at the Moncler Kamizelka Mêskie heart that sometimes accompanies a Maillot Kroos sudden mental pang.
“What is the matter, Maggie? Has something happened?” Philip said, in inexpressible anxiety, his imagination being only too ready to weave everything that was fatal to them both.
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